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i feel so lonely now... :(

but d feeling is getting stronger n stronger..

i decide to do it!

Sorry

i am very busy for the past few weeks...

Work... Pesta... assignment...

i am so busy....

n busy until i less time to rest...

less time to talk v her..

less time to communicate v her....

i know..

i know she unhappy abt that...

but there is nothing that i can do....

and now...

i am a bit free d....

pesta finish d...

assignment no more d...

now is my sem break..

i will only work for a few hours in a day...

so i hope u can give me chance to replace what i didn't do for the past few weeks...

i jz wanna say Sorry to u...

sorry.......

i dunno what can i say except sorry...

i will try to do as much as i can do to replace back ....

Down

there are many things inside my heart....

but i cannot tell u or write it out...

bcoz i know it...

when write it out or tell u...

it will lead to more and more arguing only...

i dunno wan to how....

the only things i can do now is keep n keep n keep....

nobody will understand d feeling...

my work

i started to work in Subway Queenbay since last wednesday...

erm...for me...

this work still ok la...

although its tired...

but i still enjoy it...

n all the staff there are friendly too ^^

:(

i am so sad today...

so down...

so emo....

what is d reason?

i know why...and i think it is d reason

but i cant write it out here....

jz conclusion...

i m sad, down n emo for this 2 days.....

i am really so sad.. :(

Sad

i dunno wanna how..

why the question keep on repeating in my mind???

why until now i still cant have a firm answer??

i feel sad...

bcoz all d things that i had done did not appreciate by someone....

fan er been scolded back....

haih..

dunno la...

i really dunno...

what also is ppl correct...

all i do sure is wrong eh...

haih..haih... T.T

i cry...but who will come n comfort me??

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Founder's Badge

Founder's Badge

(Retrieved from http://bbmalaysia.org/)

Finally... after a few years...
i finally passed the highest award in Boys' Brigade,
Founder's Badge!!!
felt so happy...hehe...
and i will receive the badge during Pesta in June..
at the Penang Stadium there...
hehe...
i would like to thank to all those people who help me for the project!!
Thanks!!!!

睡眠

我已经很久没有一个好的睡眠了。。。

我想想。。。

已经有几个月了。。。

不是睡不着，。。。就是睡来睡去也睡不够。。。

不过，

这几天我却睡得很熟。。。

有一个很满意的睡眠。。。

为什么呢？

因为她回来了。。。

我也不知道为什么。。。

可是。。。

当她回来后。。。

我真的睡得很好。。。

我多么希望他可以继续留在这里。。。

可是。。我知道这是不可能的。。。

只希望她可以留多久一些。。。

嗯。。。

想要她留久一些，不是因为要让我睡得好一些。。。

是希望她可以在这里。。。

因为真的很想念她。。。。

很喜欢跟她在一起的时间。。。

Year 1 Sem 2 END!!!

Yeah..finally my hectic sem over already..

feel so relief now...

yet.. still got another sem to continue...

so it means that no sem break for me...

but nvm la..

bcoz d next sem is quite relax...

so it still ok for me...

Yeah.. my dear came bec d..

i am so happy...

hehe...

i want to dating every day with her..wakakak...

miss her so much when she is in KL...

but now she is bec..haha..

so i wan to spend more time with her until she bec to KL again...

hmm...

this sem end..means some of my fren also going to HELP d...

hmm..

it's so fast....

i still can remember the 1st day that i meet them...

and now...

we become so close eh fren..

we do assignment together...

play together...

study together...

but now...

some of them are going to HELP d...

means now The 5 become The 3,

quite sad that they are going to HELP and cant same class with us already...

but nvm la..September i am going to HELP also d..

so still can meet them there..hehe...

So, now..

i just wan to relax for a few days until i get bec into my study again~

i wan to sleep........

recently...

my biological clock had totally changed...

i also dunno when is my sleeping time and when should be my wake up time....

assignment finally done last week...

and now is final exam moment....

i think now average i one day din sleep more then 4 hours....

there are a few days i totally din sleep also...

assignment and final really drive me crazy..

now i just want my final end faster...

then i can have a long long sleep....

haih...after final we still have class....

somemore assignment due d week after final...

totally no break for me also...

arghhh.... when i just can totally relax???

suan le...finish d final first...then baru think of others...

唉。。。

好久没有来这里写东西了。。。

为什么？？

忙吧。。。嗯。。

可能是最近比较喜欢留在面子书吧。。

其实我也不知道为什么今天我会来这里写东西。。。

现在的我应该去读书的。。

为什么还在这里呢？

我不知道。。。。

我突然间觉得好孤单。。。

好像找一个人来分享一些东西。。。

可是，我却知道。。。

这东西是不能告诉任何人的。。。

唉。。。我不是不想说出来。。

是真的不能。。:(

Decision

Finally i make my decision d..

i decide to study in Disted...

erm..

now i am waiting for it...

1st of september...

hehe..but i feel a bit nervous abt it...

mayb its a new environment..

totally stranger there...

haha...

i m looking forward for it!!! :D

how??

UMS or Disted??

where shud i go???

haih...

UMS is not d course i wan..but its cheap..

Disted got d course i wan..but its expensive..

how??how?

i need to make a decision d..

if wanna go UMS, this Sat need to register d... :(

holiday

I wish to have a holiday..
really need to relax myself le...
i become so so so tired..
and its has been a long time i din have a good sleep d...
and now i already be a panda le..
eyes become so black already...
i wan to go for a holiday!!!

睡

不知道为什么，
我每一晚都会睡得很不好，
今天也是一样。。
七点多就醒了，
想要睡也不能再睡了。。
现在觉得好累好累。。。
不知有多久我已经没有痛痛快快地睡一觉了。。。。

熊猫。。。

今天的天气代表了我的心情。。。
雨天。。阴天。。
也代表了我的内心。。。
最近都睡得十分不好。。。
黑眼圈也越来越重了。。。
快要变成了熊猫了。。
好没心情。。

“花花刑警”

现在在怡保了。。
好闷哦。。
所以就开了一部戏来看。。
戏名是“花花刑警”
是前几天我才从岸书那边Copy过来的。。
嗯。。
这部戏蛮好看的。。
很欣赏戏里面的两个男主角。。
为了爱情可以这样的付出。。。
戏的尾声真的好感动。。
真的感动到我也不知道应该怎样去形容！！！



试想想，如果有一天你爱的人被匪徒抓去当人质，
而你和一位好友兼情敌却被关在一个笼子里，
眼睁睁的看着你爱的人被折磨。。
而歹徒所开出的条件是，
你和你的好友兼情敌必须打斗，直到其中一个死，
歹徒才肯放开你爱的人。。
你会怎么做呢？？
这就是戏里面的其中一个情节。。。

除此之外，
这部戏也提醒了大家。。
有钱并不是万能的。。
就算有钱，
也不要去侮辱其他人。。

haha...

Just now msn chat with someone..
she is one of my class student during BNTS...
haha...
she say she wanna go to ANTS for next year...
then after that,
she say want me to go to ANTS and continue teach her..
haha..so funny nia...
i teach good meh??
i dun think so...
but for sure is during my class...
all of them are so active..haha...
haha..but i think i need to say sorry to her d...
bcoz i dun think i will go to ANTS....
er..mayb BNTS also dunno will go or not er...
haha..really so curious why want me to teach her on ANTS..
mayb i easy to get bully gua...
haha...

how???

Dunno why..
suddenly i feel want to study..
but where???
where can i study??
i wish to go to HELP...
but there did not offer PTPTN...
how???

it's real

杰与雯是一对情侣。在一个偶然的情况下，两个喜爱运动的年轻人认识了彼此，然后开始恋爱。雯是个热爱打篮球的女生，而杰则是跳高选手。杰常在雯练习篮球的时间在旁边陪着她，等她练习完毕再送她回家。雯也常去看杰练习跳高，然后才跟他一起步行回家。这是他们每天必做的事。但是杰并不希望雯继续打球，他很担心雯受伤，因为雯每次都不懂照顾自己，常常让自己受伤。只是杰不忍心阻止雯，所以只好每次练习都陪着雯一起去，不管自己有多忙。

杰：雯，你今天不要去练习篮球好吗？

雯：为什么？不行啦，今天我一定要去。教练要教我们加强进攻的策略，这对我们接下来的比赛很重要。
杰：可是今天我没办法陪你去球场。我父母病了，我必须照顾他们。我不放心你自己一个人去啦。
雯：放心啦，我会照顾自己的啦。我又不是小孩，相信我好吗？我一练习完就马上回家，然后传简讯给你报平安，行了吧？
杰：这。。好吧。。。你一定要好好照顾自己噢。到家后再给我知道。
雯：好啦，你很长气耶。。真像老太公，哈哈。别担心我啦，好好陪你父母吧。

一整天的练习，雯都一直提醒自己要小心，不可以受伤，让杰担心。雯在练习停止休息的当儿，还收到杰的简讯，要她自己小心回家。过后教练要求结束之前来一场仿拟比赛。结果一个不留意，在防守时雯被进攻的球员撞倒了。由于撞击力太重，雯跌出场外，这一跌竟然敲到她的膝盖。越是想预防，事情就越是发生。而且这一跌非同小可，她感到她的脚骨疼痛不已，就连站起来的力量也没有。教练马上暂停练习，送雯到医院去。结果医生告诉雯她的骨头裂了，必须休息超过两个月，连走路都得避免，否则会有严重的后遗症。医生接下来所说的她都听不进，她满脑子只想着要如何跟杰交代。她答应杰会好好照顾自己，结果受伤了，她不想让杰担心。她没勇气告诉杰，因为她如果杰知道自己受伤了，他一定什么都不顾，一直陪在她身边。这样会影响到他的学业和跳高比赛。结果雯坚持不留院，要求教练送她回家，她答应教练会乖乖待在家休息。

回到家后，雯发了封简讯给杰说她到家了。她没有告诉杰真相，还隐瞒说是因为教练延长练习时间所以才迟回家。雯不敢和杰多聊，便告诉杰她很累想要睡了。杰感到奇怪，因为平常不管多累雯都还是要求杰陪她聊一会儿，非得杰一直赶她去休息才罢休。虽然如此，杰还是迁就雯把电话机给挂了，他不想让雯累坏。

第二天放学后，杰发现雯没有主动找他，这一点都不像雯。杰便到她的课室找她，雯的同学告诉杰，雯请假没来。杰开始有点担心了。杰拨了电话给雯，雯告诉杰她在赶报告便匆匆的把电话挂了。雯不擅长说谎，这点杰很清楚。他便再次拨电给雯，他必须弄清楚事情。这回雯不敢接听了。她知道已经被杰察觉她的怪异了。她不知道该怎么办。她要求她的父母若杰来找她，便说她在朋友家赶报告。杰真的到雯的家要见雯。虽然雯的父母告诉杰雯不在家，可是杰就是不信。雯的父母拗不过杰，便带杰到雯的房门口去。杰打开门看到雯躺在床上休息，他呆住了。雯张开眼一看也吓到了。杰不敢相信的走到雯的床旁，看着被包得厚厚的脚。雯看着杰的脸色变化，她知道这回杰生气了。雯不知道该说什么，只是不断的说对不起。

杰：我不是生气你没照顾好自己，让自己受伤了。我生气是因为你受伤了，却没在第一时间告诉我。或许你认为不告诉我是对我好，可是你有没有想过我有多担心。没错，我承认我知道你有事后，我会什么也不顾的赶到你身边，但这总好过你出事了我也不知道，这会让我更伤心。傻瓜，下次不要再这样了，知道吗？

这时雯已经泪流满面了，她已没办法再多说什么。杰是多么的体贴自己，自己却让他这么难过。而杰抱着雯，摸摸雯的头。他的心真的很痛，看着心爱的人受伤了却不敢让自己知道。

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