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i feel so lonely now... :(

but d feeling is getting stronger n stronger..

i decide to do it!

Sorry

i am very busy for the past few weeks...

Work... Pesta... assignment...

i am so busy....

n busy until i less time to rest...

less time to talk v her..

less time to communicate v her....

i know..

i know she unhappy abt that...

but there is nothing that i can do....

and now...

i am a bit free d....

pesta finish d...

assignment no more d...

now is my sem break..

i will only work for a few hours in a day...

so i hope u can give me chance to replace what i didn't do for the past few weeks...

i jz wanna say Sorry to u...

sorry.......

i dunno what can i say except sorry...

i will try to do as much as i can do to replace back ....

Down

there are many things inside my heart....

but i cannot tell u or write it out...

bcoz i know it...

when write it out or tell u...

it will lead to more and more arguing only...

i dunno wan to how....

the only things i can do now is keep n keep n keep....

nobody will understand d feeling...

my work

i started to work in Subway Queenbay since last wednesday...

erm...for me...

this work still ok la...

although its tired...

but i still enjoy it...

n all the staff there are friendly too ^^

:(

i am so sad today...

so down...

so emo....

what is d reason?

i know why...and i think it is d reason

but i cant write it out here....

jz conclusion...

i m sad, down n emo for this 2 days.....

i am really so sad.. :(

Sad

i dunno wanna how..

why the question keep on repeating in my mind???

why until now i still cant have a firm answer??

i feel sad...

bcoz all d things that i had done did not appreciate by someone....

fan er been scolded back....

haih..

dunno la...

i really dunno...

what also is ppl correct...

all i do sure is wrong eh...

haih..haih... T.T

i cry...but who will come n comfort me??

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Founder's Badge

Founder's Badge

(Retrieved from http://bbmalaysia.org/)

Finally... after a few years...
i finally passed the highest award in Boys' Brigade,
Founder's Badge!!!
felt so happy...hehe...
and i will receive the badge during Pesta in June..
at the Penang Stadium there...
hehe...
i would like to thank to all those people who help me for the project!!
Thanks!!!!

睡眠

我已经很久没有一个好的睡眠了。。。

我想想。。。

已经有几个月了。。。

不是睡不着，。。。就是睡来睡去也睡不够。。。

不过，

这几天我却睡得很熟。。。

有一个很满意的睡眠。。。

为什么呢？

因为她回来了。。。

我也不知道为什么。。。

可是。。。

当她回来后。。。

我真的睡得很好。。。

我多么希望他可以继续留在这里。。。

可是。。我知道这是不可能的。。。

只希望她可以留多久一些。。。

嗯。。。

想要她留久一些，不是因为要让我睡得好一些。。。

是希望她可以在这里。。。

因为真的很想念她。。。。

很喜欢跟她在一起的时间。。。

Year 1 Sem 2 END!!!

Yeah..finally my hectic sem over already..

feel so relief now...

yet.. still got another sem to continue...

so it means that no sem break for me...

but nvm la..

bcoz d next sem is quite relax...

so it still ok for me...

Yeah.. my dear came bec d..

i am so happy...

hehe...

i want to dating every day with her..wakakak...

miss her so much when she is in KL...

but now she is bec..haha..

so i wan to spend more time with her until she bec to KL again...

hmm...

this sem end..means some of my fren also going to HELP d...

hmm..

it's so fast....

i still can remember the 1st day that i meet them...

and now...

we become so close eh fren..

we do assignment together...

play together...

study together...

but now...

some of them are going to HELP d...

means now The 5 become The 3,

quite sad that they are going to HELP and cant same class with us already...

but nvm la..September i am going to HELP also d..

so still can meet them there..hehe...

So, now..

i just wan to relax for a few days until i get bec into my study again~

i wan to sleep........

recently...

my biological clock had totally changed...

i also dunno when is my sleeping time and when should be my wake up time....

assignment finally done last week...

and now is final exam moment....

i think now average i one day din sleep more then 4 hours....

there are a few days i totally din sleep also...

assignment and final really drive me crazy..

now i just want my final end faster...

then i can have a long long sleep....

haih...after final we still have class....

somemore assignment due d week after final...

totally no break for me also...

arghhh.... when i just can totally relax???

suan le...finish d final first...then baru think of others...

唉。。。

好久没有来这里写东西了。。。

为什么？？

忙吧。。。嗯。。

可能是最近比较喜欢留在面子书吧。。

其实我也不知道为什么今天我会来这里写东西。。。

现在的我应该去读书的。。

为什么还在这里呢？

我不知道。。。。

我突然间觉得好孤单。。。

好像找一个人来分享一些东西。。。

可是，我却知道。。。

这东西是不能告诉任何人的。。。

唉。。。我不是不想说出来。。

是真的不能。。:(